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June 30, 2008


tht was e 2nd bottle=)

n look>> im still SOBER...KEKKE





OVERDUE PEEKTURES!











thts me with ang kong siaoo( crazy ben)
June 29, 2008

drinkerso m iso r we
last time
johnson & me =)
n now

=)nick + mesi en(new fren) + me thts Johnson=)
e PRO=)


thks to me for this pic boy!
e ice-skaters

haha one playin PSP n another playin with phone
its jus random pic!
gettin ready to go off
packin up


=)
new friends except Johnson
haha
well i fell down 3 times
e last time i fell down, was super super WET>> n oousssh i went SWIMMIN >.<
ahha!!!
poor Johnson fell down lotas time
n now his wrist is hurting
oh ya glad to hear tht Johnson is quittin down his smokin
so m i=)
nv smoke for long......
ohh ya!! I WAKE UP SUPER LATE TODAY!!!
but heng nv LATE=)

ok
guess wad i dreamt
i dreamt tht "dotaboy" n me r tgt=)
haha!!!

to dotaboy
: Hi my BOYFRIEND!!
: i dreamt of u ytd
: hahah!!

overdue pictures=D
taken by Ernest shi gong
YAC(sherman + melvin + me)yea i knw how to hitah foo jus like givin me stress!! aft music lesson think we went to AMK for supper
lolx
is a overdue post anyway
June 28, 2008

pics when rehearsing at Republic Poly

gettin ready for e rehearsing or mayb stage runour dressin room =Dwe went cam-whoring in e toilet
lolx...us with mr Jwith Mr Zainiour Boyfriend> mr J(cherie + me)our fathersisters
June 27, 2008

today spells E-M-B-A-R-R-A-S-S for me
EEE1!!!
come to think of it...
really goin bonkos!!

haix
thks Evelyn was there for me ytd & today
listenin to me complainin n sobbin=(
u?

well dun Cailing gt to move on le
stop thinkin n jus GO>>

okie im goin pub to DRINK
as whenever im sad
i will go pub
if u remember

but well i dare nt disturb u cox i knw u r busy.
anyway if u see this
well jus want to tell u to take care of yrself dun overstress =s ...... =)

now is 5.30pm
postin here den off i will b goin out all e way TILL E NXT MORNIN

i hav no more mood to dance
June 26, 2008

ARHXX!!! scearmin my lungs out=(
gt a stage fright n i ruin everything!!!
my dance
my solo
all gone down to drain

WTH was i thinkin abt?????

damn damn damn damn!!!
CANT STOP screamin my lungs OUT!!!

horrible!!
embarrassin!!
malu!!
holy shit!!
yucks!!!
OMG!!
June 25, 2008

TOMORROW spells S-H-I-T
tomorrow im TRULY DEAD!!
tomorrow im gonna hav my performance with other dancers too!!
all of them now is SOO STRESS!!! SUPER DUPER SCARY man... been told last minute by DINOSAUR(mrs jane)

HOLY SHIT!!!!

well is my 1st workin with e other dancers=)
but im GLAD i hav CHERIE to help me along=)
KUDOS to her!!!

welll workin hard....we r too GREAT tht it is SHININ ON US=D
ya right >.< everyone is stayin back to practice too ...super late le
thts Jon aka STICKMAN or mayb TEK KO(bamboo)
JiaEn goin home as she cannot stay late...
Kelvin sSTRESS


jus came back

bye gonna bath le

den revise...

ARHXXX!!

June 24, 2008

im soo STRESS!!!
this thurs I WILL B HAVIN MY OWN SOLO dance performance durin assembly
there will b a ttl of 8 items with others too!!
HOLY SHIT!!!
im sick yet im still carryin on!!
well SUPER STRESS=(

u no longer tell me to Jiayous le!
u r nt there for me... well....i gt nth to say
all i knw is tht IM FEELIN SAD! really wanna cry out loud rather den keep it inside
okok mayb im thinkin TOO MUCH:(
too much
too much
mayb i gt e WRONG idea? im sorry!


anyway went to continue with our own choreography
cherie THKS ALOT!! helpin me think of 1 part
well im sry for e poor performance as my mind & heart is nt with me
but dun worry i will b ok in no time

pics for today
nico + me




June 23, 2008

jus finish doin my mask=D
hahah
soon aft i woke up i did mask!!!
ahaha

arhx!! i look liked a CLOWN!!

jus wake up=)
standard stuff i always do whenever i came back frm sch
i will bath, den go slp!!
LOL
anyway im fever n i went sch
cox my fever nt high anymore so i think its okie to go sch la!
BUT NOW DUN HAV=)
June 22, 2008

ppl for yr info!!
Alex, Nils, David n others arE like BROTHERS to me!!!
i dun wnana misunderstanding!!

dey only dote on me
n i knw them coz of my bro.... dey r all frm e same CLub!!

i dun wanna ppl in msn keep askin me
wther is Alex or Nils or David my bf nt?!!!
i hate replyin OVER N OVER AGAIN!!
THEY ARE NT!!!

ever since u started work
u hardly message me at night=(
but i do understand
havin FEVER now...
soo sick

ARHXXX!! tml SCHOOL STARTS le!!
OMG im nt sure whther i can wake up on time tml nt?!
LOL
i need him to wake me up=)
i cant b selfish
he will hav less time to slp u see...
im nt sure of my feelin
im tryin hard nt to anyhow think

okok
2day i will b stayin at home!!
NT GOIN OUT!

yucks!! i hate e feelin right now!!
1st im now havin fever.... hope it gets well overnight den i can go sch
2nd>>> mayb i hav been thinkin too much... u still love yr ex...

nvm pics
June 21, 2008

went out to town
didnt went for NDP practice was super tired cant wake up
by the time i woke up it was alrready late

den at night went to Kallang
went back to PA to collect NDP clothe
June 20, 2008

met up with Carol, since it been a long time we didn keep in contact
haha she knew where exactly i wanna eat
SAKAE SUSHI!!! LOLX i LOVE this pic
plus this too=)
carol + me den went to AMK hub
while waitin for Alex to come fetch me
i bought Anderson ice cream
well actually Nils was suppose to fetch me but i choose Alex instead
Charles, Alex, Nils, Zhi Wei, Fenni & me went to watch movie
Nils bought e 6 movie tickets "Don't Mess With The ZOHAN"
it's quite a stupid show!! but is HILAROUS!!
prefer KUNFU PANDA!!!
AT GRAND CATHAY
June 19, 2008

during AEM at Republic Poly aft AEM went bck home to take xometings b4 meetin Evelyn
naughty girl Yin Yan Sakae Sushi SOTONG!yeah she do look like a SOTONG!pouting>.<

waitin for my food to come AGAINi love myselfthts my plates!!!

Xuan Jinyea eatin e sushi i brought for them=)

he is HAPPYme+ LiPing ( 3yrs of friendship)stop talkin to me WLtounges out!im tired! HALO!!! BUGIS TIME!!!i love tis pics=)David car=D


YEAH he came fetch me while my bro sit at ZW car!

LOLX

June 14, 2008

me + Paulette
Raynee + me + Jaslyn aft AEM
i change into this=D

oh ya Jon came into e girls toilet!!!
ARHXX!!
n i was nt changin inside e cubicle la!!
HAHA
nvm
June 13, 2008

went excursion with my childcare kids again!!
this time is to Jurong Bird Park
haha
i took care of my own kids 12 of them!!
aft Jurong Bird Park
went shoppin!! again A BIG WHOLE IN MY PCKET!!!
arhx!!!
bought 2 Zara bottom, 2 Mango, school shoes(Puma), 2 Veeko brand clothes!!
OMG!!!

den Alex message me asked me where was i?

called Alex quickly come meet me
as im aching
n i needa put all my sutff into his car!
he came le.... OMG!! ( thts wad he said lookin at wad a handful of things)
nvm nvm nvm
Nils came too, he called me askin which level in e carpark i was waititn
he asked whther i wanna put my things in his car
told him tht NVM....
i will put my SHOPPIN BAGS into Alex car instead as later at night he b sendin my bro & i home

oh ya Nils reach 1st den ALex!!
aft tht,, we went to bought tickets THE HULK!!
YUCKS!!! nt NICE~~~!!!!
well watch with Zhi Wei & my bro & me & nils, alex
this boy is super CUTE!!!he is DAMN BLUR durin excursion =SWaxler!! my beloved boy in e grp!!
my KIDS!!Vainpot girl this pics!!
arhxx!!! bird was at my head!! den it flew off!!
but e one was still at my hand eatin


Alex came to far east to fetch us
went to see hows bro's car comin along
den aft tht went to Geylang eat beancurd
den go Bedok eat AGAIN!
haha!!
den aft tht he sent us home again
June 11, 2008

thanks to Cherie!!
tht our grp gt positive comments back frm mr Zaini
thks to Cherie & Jon!! DEY R DE ONE who make it to happen, to come out frm zaini's mouth


Cherie took this pics!!!
haha!!!

June 10, 2008

wake up early
cab down to cherie hse to fetch her den we went to Jon's hse
reached Jon place, both of us bcame really crazy den we cam-whore
haha!
coz we both were wearin BLUE
without arrangin to wear e same colour!!
haha
as i said b4 WE BOTH ARE DANCERS!!!

okok aft tht went to e carpark to choreograph our dance=)
June 9, 2008

IM SUPER LUCKY CAN!!!
ahha ytd was talkin abt i got lots of ppl wanna chauffer me around!!
hahah
TODAY David fetch me aft his work=D
we went to meet his fren 1st
den we go paya ubi go take a look at my bro car
my bro went to do his car AGAIN!!!!
nahbei!!!
this time it cost $$$$ ....OK???
wth???
nvm
den Damian came paya ubi looked for us to discuss abt my bro car=)

David's baby David=p see tht on my foot ?? look carefully n u see...... bye Damian kor kor!!
hahaha


reach home super super late le abt 4am ++
keke
June 7, 2008

aft i come back frm RP
straight away cab down to far east, go brother handphone shop=)
den when time was up!
Alex came & looked for me den pick me up
he booked tickets le
watched Kungfu Panda!!
SUPER SUPER NICE!!!!
HAHAH!!
oh ya, watched with Nils, Charles too tgt with Alex & me
suppose Zhi wei wanna come along but as he told me tht he needa go for his sister bday celebration, so i nv booked his
but in the end when he decided to want to watch movie tgt
TOO BAD booked liaox!

oh ya! bro, Zhi Wei & Lawrence say i looked better with this hairstyle!!
haah THEY SAY I LOOKED MORE LIKE A LADY LE!!!

aft e show,went geylang wanted to eat beancurd but was closed down
so decided go upp bukit timah eat supper(Prata)

fri 6 june
im soo lucky to hav soo soo many chauffer around!! haha
Alex volunteer to drive me wherever i wanna go, Nils volunteer to fetch me aft my music lesson every fri & Kelvin too will try his best if he gt no work but told him nvm as i will go hme aft NDP with frenssss
met up with Kelvin, Alex & Charles
haha all 3 of them drivin their own personal Sprts car!
sit on Charles, den sat on ALex' car
haha
I PREFER ALEX!!!
ahha he is e fastest of them ALL !!
well Alex soon left aft buyin stuff frm Mitsubishi but came to met us at night for ICE meetup=)
Charles n other ppl were keep talkin & showin off their cars!!
but
but
but

Charles's car RECEIVED E MOST PPL viewin!!!
haha his car damn nice n haha!!!! nvm dun think u all knw wad im talkin abt
den told ALex im BORED!!
so i asked him whether he can drive me somewhere else rather den sit in e other cars!!
ahha!! he drove me to Kallang MAC & accompany me=D
told Charles n others tht we go off 1st den asked them come looked for us



June 5, 2008

wth?
Evelyn bomb me today as we were suppose to meet up den go back sch
backside her sia... hahaha
well when i was in e MRT, she sms me tht she wont b goin le coz she lazy
haha nvm
den i say OK=) okok i u-turn go hme ba
haha
nvm i dun blame her or wad...anyway i dun wanna go sch too
is jus tht she keep pestering me asked me go back sch la!!
hahah now inthe end she is e 1 who is lazy!!
hahaha

went back home and slept again till 12.16
keke=p
den now im soo bored la!!!
June 4, 2008

wake up super late!!
thought i was gonna b late for AEM again at republic poly
haha
HENG!!! lucky Fara needa go jurong entertainment buy food 1st so i had time to go Jurong there n meet them
haha
anyway i wasnt e only one who is late, JiaEn was late too
hahah!!!
den aft tht when ALL were present... off we went to take chuchu train to Woodlands=)
haha today we finally gt to play with e lights but nt yet e sounds.... dots



aft lessons were finished
Jon's sis came to RP to pick us(Cherie + Nicole + Jon + me)
back to TSS
hahah durin e journey, we ate Chicken Rice inside e car!!
hahaha
anyway we felt like STARS!! bcoz stars get to b picken up, often ate inside e car, change inside too
n wad we did was like e STARS!! this pics is funny coz both Jon + his sis was fightin pullin hair... hahaha!!!chicken rice time! coke us=S me + Evelyn (my 4 yrs of sisterly)
June 3, 2008

lolx
was suppose to go back sch for focus
but in the end went to meet to evelyn hse n meet her den we go JP den Lot1
diaox><
Jurong Point - i haven been there for bloody long time le!!
- dots la, still e same SOO SOO BORING!! nth to shop want!!!
- so decided to go Crystal Jade Xiao Long Bao to eat
- bill at there was $ 69.70


Lot 1- told evelyn to go Lot1
- she oso very longtime nv go Lot1 le
- when reached there...hahah!! still distracted by SAKAE SUSHI!!
- but didn went inside sakae coz had already eaten at JP
- bought evelyn a clothe tht coz me $40


me + Evelyn