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August 31, 2008

she's not slpingi finally hav her back t help outmummy finally can shake her legspoutini didn knw she did thtshe's copyin methis was uncle idea to capture our legshad a hard time askin uncle to take pic with us=)
August 26, 2008

i love her
wads wrong with kissin meaft tht she goes >>> eeeee haha!!!
aft takin pics
i brought her to Far East Plaza=D
August 25, 2008

oh no!!!
haven been updatin my blog i realise=S

well
health has been REAL REAL bad for me!!!
health seems to b takin me away man!

been hospitalised for like .......

oh no!!!
well Nlevel is comin nxt wk
dunno when but knw is nxt wk

mummy said tht if im REALLY GONNA GIVE UP on my studies
den i SHALL quit sch aft N
studyin is LAZY for me la!!
haix
but well i wanna go sec 5 !!
August 22, 2008

todays peektures=)
August 20, 2008

went for EL focus
saw e paper which is abt 'chimpanzee'
straight away reminds me of Jacky
still nv nv once i CAN FORGET ABT HIM!!

but still i gotta accept it
i wish u gals convey my message to him
really! i pls u girls


well jus got home frm West Coast Park
went there to study n revise
August 19, 2008

my heart is very painful
y cant 1 day i dun think abt him or tht stuff tht happen to me??
there is nv A DAY
i NEVER think abt him
never never

i jus cant let go
i always say i m letting go
but im nt

i really miss him
really
wish tht i could bump into him
wish tht i could see him at JE
but NO

M.Y & Eve
dun worry im nt angry with u both
u girls doesnt KNW E PAIN im havin
is really painful
thank u girls for updating me abt JACKY!
thank u
i wanna hear
is jus tht e pain is unbearable

my eyes r tired
i really wish i can 'PURPOSELY' bump into him
if u gals meet up with him
August 18, 2008

YUMMY!!!
jus finish eatin
mummy food is always e BEST/NICE/FABULOUS etc...
nth can describe my mummy food!!

even though i often dine outside (nt KFC n those Macs, etc.)
i STILL PREFER MUMMY's!!!

mummy as always
-peel fish for me to eat
-take out e bone, makin sure e fish doesnt hav bone
- peel prawn skins
- take soup for me

I LOVE MUMMY!!!
August 17, 2008

went skatin with e girls on 15august
typical school girls=)3 rental skates, 1 hockey skates=Di picture u, u picture me yamy MUMMY adore herdo u knw y??thts e reason!!1 WHAHAHthis boy is enjoyin e snowme + HeYangSi En came lookin for me at rink aft her sch=)
wahaha den she came in jus to view me skate!!!
ahahha
SOO SAD SHE CANNOT SKATE
cox no skates with here nxt day
went skatin again with Evelyn on 16augusttada!! EVELYN!!!
HAHA!!
got guys sian her in e rink man!!
August 16, 2008

overdue peektures=)i can EMO too!!like Gabriel always does tht >> EMOING!!
i look better xden him!!!she is fakedo u think shes really slpin?another PATTERN by my daughterlet her slpp on e floor is good!!she's camera shy
August 13, 2008

i took e courage
to call Jacky jus now
when e phone ring
my heart is pumpin real real hard
i dunno
i jus feel like WANTING SOO SOO MUCH
to listen to his voice

when he picked up e call
obviously he knw i called
there was silence
i said HI!!
soo he replied

i told him whther he was free to attend something on(secret btw both of us)
as e person asked abt him n soo on

it was awkward
so ya
i ended immediately
knwin tht i gotta to tht
1) his GF may b with him bside
2) im afraid
3) i jus wanna hear his voice
4) i missed him badly

i said b4 tht i dun love him ANYMORE
well issit true??
im not sure
however i dun feel sad anymore. i cant cry like a water tap like before

do i still love him??

haix=(
still nt feelin well!

today same thing happen to me too
im gonna faint
asked for permission
so quickly went home aft paper=s
Mr T flag a cab for me to go home

oh ya today durin break time study
Eve, HuiShan, HeYang + me
was at library studyin history
but then we were talkin abt
AFT our exam, how we gonna celebrate which is this fri

so finally we decided to go ICE-SKATING!!!
cool!! YEAh!! Hooray!!!
but on e condition
which is
that i hav to b well & ok that day
& EAT MY MEDICINE!!
August 12, 2008

true enough as wad e doctor said
tht ii ANYTIME WILL COLLAPSE!!!
true enough~!#$^
aft NDP was hospitalised


injection was PAINFUL!!
n e one at my wrist or hand
WAS DAMN DAMN PAINFUl!!
imagine e long tube insie yr wrist to e vein
~faint~while havin a bed to rest b4 goin to get changed n sleepTHIS!!!
is PAINFUL!! cryin out loud man

went sch today as hav exams
THANKS huishan & Evelyn for e concern n care!!
HS bcame my BABYSITTER=)
she accompanyed me all e while with Eve too=)

though i cant, i still beared with it..
finaly when e 3rd paper came
i CANNOT le!!!!
quickly rush through den askd for permission to go back HOME=(

now im back home earlier den them
now dey r still havin exams, 10more mins dey will b finishin e paper
August 11, 2008

i was e makeup artist for them on NDP!!!
e original makeup artist was fully packed
so Chen cailing gotta help
haha!!!finally i needa makeup my owntheresa n mee ppl!! e dancers??me with carinour BABY-SISTERSHORT SHORT leemy primay sch buddy!!
didn knw he was performin too=S
August 9, 2008

childhood frens came tgt
n had a gathering, as always=)

well Wen Long came over to my hse to fetch me=D !!!
afraid of my health tht i might collaspe...
wahahha
den we went to e HongKahCC
waited for Veronica to come
follwed by John den YongLin

oh ya 3 of us ( WL, Veronica + Me)
went to buy bubble bottle to blow!
haha!!!

SOO DEPRIVED of childhood =S

had countdown tgt
n aft tht we ALL went to Alif prata's shop to hav drink n chit-chat
Veronica didn went with usl!!

we chit=chatted till 1am PLUS +++
soo NICE of john + WL to send me home aft tht=)
she is tryin out somebody spectse EMO Yonglin!!!therefore we wanna b like HIM >> EMO!!!
haha but loooked YL seems e opposite with us!!350 children, badminton playershe EMO again when we were in e copi tiam
August 8, 2008

jus woke up me, sickly she is been kissed by mepls do nt anyhow think!i wanna her to b my daughter!!!i love this pics=)i drank her bottle!!
August 7, 2008

jus came back frm seein doc
should b admitting to e hospital once bro come back frm work
my blood pressure has worsen
thts y this time needa go hospital=(

HAHAH~!!!
oh ya I HAVE 1WEEK OF MC!!!!!
cool~!!
she's my mum!!!
August 6, 2008

still nt getting any better=(
jus now wanted to go out
but den go out halfway
U-turned & went back home

nearly fainted on e mrt, was breakin in cold sweat=(
haix=(

seems like im nt goin to sch tml too
im goin see doctor again!!!
yucks! i hate MEDICINE

goin to slp now
soo slppy now
as my med is takin effect on me

oh ya last 2 days hav been slping e WHOLE DAY!
today same thing too man!!
August 4, 2008

i hav gt 3DAYS of MC!!!
yippeee!!!

okok
now talkin to Gabirel n at e same time bloggin
he finally concede that
: cailing is much cuter than gabriel
: u can include that in ur blog le

hahahaha!!

haha
JOHNSON IS IN LOVE with a lady called WENDY=) congrats man!!
assked him go skatin den in the end
> he played guitar
> he was caught talkin to "AHEM" Gabriel is cute or ME???
i think e answer is very obvious which is ME!!!!
dere he is talkin to >>>>>
den went to Lavender
2nd bro picked me up
whole family went out to eat happily except for my tht sis!
fcukin ass
send 2nd bro home as he needed booked in(reservist)
bloody hell!!! scolded me, everything my fault mehx?!!!!

haix den nvm asked 1st bro bring me go BPP
went there to buy NEW spects AGAIN!!
aft choosin, we went to Ben hse ( one of e Jazz club members)
saw lotas Jazz ppl dere at his hse blk downstairs
all went dere do lights >.<


aft finishin lights
all went to Railway mall to supper, chit-chat abt car's stufff
talked till 3Am plus!!!
haha lucky nt goin sch today 4/8

August 1, 2008

aft sch Eve accompanied me to JE
den aft tht she asked me go out with her to Bugis
~lalala~
so i went home 1st to change den meet her
oh her mum followed us too
didn accompanied eve le
den Qi Xiang came to meet me at Paragon, we ate one of e restaurant there=D
den at night went to FEP find bro
bro den went home picked mummy up
den off we went to Loyang Tua Pek Gong to pray as its 7mth